Dearest Mistress Adira
So, where on earth do i begin as my jetlag subsides and i settle back to life back home?
Last Saturday seems so long ago now and i’m especially relieved that there is photographic evidence to prove to myself that it was NOT a dream after all!
And it was indeed a dream-come-true for me, firstly, to be invited to attend such a function in Your company, then to be ‘made-up’ so sympathetically by You in a fashion that, i thought, did U/us both proud in a humorous way, and, finally, to be dealt with on stage in such unforgettable fashion on two separate occasions.
i surpassed myself by taking far more punishment than i thought possible but, as You have rightly pointed out since, that is the essence of being the perfect Mistress: inducing Her slave/submissive to go that step further.
You did that with me, alright, and my time on the Gold Coast saw me willingly stepping out of my comfort zone to go to places i’d never been before: trying anal for the first time, attempting TV for the first time, being punished in front of an audience for the first time, and it all made perfect sense.
i just felt the timing was exactly right and, most importantly, i felt perfectly safe in the company of the person who was taking me into new territory. my willing agreement to exposing myself to such new things is simply a testament to You.
Much as I was thrilled to be summoned up to the whipping post on that raised dais – a heart-stopping moment if ever there was one – it was the whole experience, from start to finish, that made my first visit to such an event so memorable.
Best of all, though, was seeing You in a natural environment and the unadulterated love directed towards You by so many people there. my personal joy was derived from being in Your presence for that length of time.
i know that You like Your little sayings, peppered all over Your superb website as they are, and i also like mine.
One that i especially like goes: it’s nice to be important but it’s more important to be nice. And i think that sums You up perfectly.
Retribution seemed to be the pinnacle of everything i’d ever been involved with at BDSM level over the past two decades. It was as though a long journey reached its zenith at Ashmore, Gold Coast on Saturday 13th December 2008 – in the presence of a Lady so unique that it was simultaneously uplifting and heartbreaking.
Uplifting because being invited to such an event by someone of Your ilk was such a re-affirming nod of approval. i am still pinching myself that it happened.
Heartbreaking because i knew that my time on the Gold Coast was coming to a rapid end, and, therefore, so was my physical contact with You for the foreseeable future.
i have nothing but respect and admiration for Your slave tate. Indeed, tate’s very decency further confirmed what an excellent judge of character You are. And that, of course, further enhances my own self-esteem at having been included in such a special event.
So, i left Retribution with my head in a spin and my arse on fire! Talk about the caning of a lifetime!
And yet I was loving it, suffering for Your art, for Your pleasure, and, indeed, for my own pleasure at being so expertly dealt with.
Its lovely having that touch of banter during a severe caning – debating the number of cuts during the first set for instance – and Your hand-stroking comforting helped me during the second, rather more intense, 3-dozen cuts of the cane.
i have visited many ladies who have felt the need to place safety padding around the kidneys, so unsure of their accuracy were they. Then, when their ‘cuts’ came they were like love-taps. Pathetic in every sense of the word.
Suffering on that stage, in an entirely pleasurable manner, i felt utterly assured that nothing untoward would happen in Your presence. Safe and sound.
And the subsequent photos placed on Your website have made me doubly proud and thrilled that i could bring You such happiness: Your face is positively beaming on those photos.
Beauty is one thing but the assets that set You apart are the ones underlined on Your website, the ones that drew me to You in the first place. I just love the way You are, the way You operate and the gift You have for making others feel so special being in Your company.