“The mind is not a vessel to be filled but a fire to be kindled.”
To My inexperienced one, feel confident that I completely understand you and I am able to assist with your dilemma.
On one hand you do not know what to expect and on the other hand you have these thoughts in your mind and are secretly driven to distraction by your desires. Or even worse, you may have had a first experience which was rather more frightening than it should have been, or unnecessarily cruel and has left you (not surprisingly) with a bad impression and a nagging fear preventing you from exploring further.
you will know when you have reached a time in your life where you need to explore the deeper aspect of your being as you discover that guilt can be a truly miserable emotion. If you are in a relationship where your partner does not have such inclinations towards fulfilling your fantasies, it can be difficult for them to grasp the significance of these desires in you.
you are certainly not alone in the way you feel. Be assured that you have now arrived at a place where your true self and deepest inner fantasies and fetishes can blossom and evolve in a safe and considerate manner as I baptize you with the requisite intensity into BDSM.
It is natural and normal to feel a little anxious and nervous. And commanding as I will eventually become with you, to begin with I will guide and train you with the tenderness and compassion you require during your initiation. your introduction will be slower and less intense until I establish that you are able to sustain more.
I recognize the trust you place in Me to lead you along this new and unfamiliar path of exploration. I am fully aware of your nervous apprehension and that you have to begin somewhere. I delight in introducing novice slaves and submissives into the deeper realms of subservience and I have great appreciation for their sweet virginity as they achieve unimagined goals.
I encourage novices from all gender persuasions to take the first step by contacting Me and look forward to toying with your rosy innocence in the safe, controlled, respectful and protective manner that you deserve.